So today Brian came to pick Madison up. I expected him to come a "Lil after 4" like he had said in his original text. He ended up texting me that he would be here around 6. That's not quite a "Lil after 4". But he actually came at 6 which made me happy. And he is keeping her until Thursday which makes me happy as well. I love Madison and I'm not trying to get rid of her by any means, it's just good to see him wanting to spend so much time with her. It's been a long time since she's spent so much time away from me though and so much time with him, and if it becomes too much I am ready to bring her home early. I think he's too proud to let that happen though. I'm ready for anything though. I'm trying to be really positive about the whole situation though.
I was pretty upset when 4 became 6. I had everything packed and ready at about 3. Then I got a text at about 3:30 about how he was going grocery shopping and asking what she liked to eat now which was really good to hear that he wanted to know those things. I just didn't understand. But...I guess I should just be happy that he's starting to do a good job. I hope that it continues.
After Madison left, I was able to get on my game and spend...6 hours online with Zach and Jeff. Alex ended up getting on a few hours after me. It's really rare for all four of us to be on at the same time. And we were on for a good amount of time. It was kind of nice to be able to just have fun and chat. Mostly that's what the game has become to me. Yeah, I enjoy getting on and doing what the game was originally intended for. But I also enjoy getting on and talking and spending time with my friends more. It's more about that to me now then anything.
Tomorrow I plan on getting up early and finding a job. ^^b. I had an interview on Friday...and I guess I didn't get the job because the lady said that there would be a phone call either Monday or Tuesday. Well, no phone call. So I didn't get the job. It happens. To be honest, I don't think I was fit for the job anyway. That's okay, there is another job out there for me anyway. And I'm confident that tomorrow I will find it =D. The weather outside isn't pretty, but that's okay. I'm ready for it! I have to find a job so that Madison and I can have a better life. I also have to call my DHS worker because she never called me back like she was supposed to. And that makes me mad. Because I need to get Brian off my case and start doing something about getting Child Support. Cause Brian started working in December...and I understand that it was his first week or so and so he really didn't get any money. But...when will I get my money for January. I'm not sure...but I better get all of it. Because I'm almost out of money, and that's not cool. Because I already told Brian that I will be needing diapers soon but that's not the only thing I will be needing and I can't keep asking him for stuff. I need the amount we agreed on. And I need my DHS worker to work with me.
So...seeing as I woke up as early as I did Tuesday morning, I'm not really sure how I haven't fallen over yet. But the fact remains that I haven't...but I'm pretty sure I'm about to. And I just got that sweet text that I've been waiting for that makes me smile ^_^. So it's time for me to call it a night and get some rest before I wake up crazy early and start the text war in the morning :P.
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